My Innermost Feelings By Heart
2017
2014

1.
After you’re gone
how can i tell you
you’re gone
how can I show you
you’re gone
after you’re gone
how can i tell them
you’re on
i want to tell them 
you’re on
puppies they’re scared
of other puppies
she’s scared
[...]
this is
my dog
she pulls me in a straight line
cross town
he said don’t chew the whip it’ll cut you in a strip
and that’s how i found out
after you are gone
you are gonr

2.
wipe my 
dry eyes
still mine
still mine

3.
success for my buddies
success for my friends
success is the only thing i understand
go back home to the place i grew up
give my medals to the ones that i love
i chase harvey through a hole in the wall he says
“never catch me, never miss me at all”
drool comes down from the corner of his mouth i say i
love you harvey you cut it out
i love winning baby i 
want it all
i wanna prove that ive got the ball
harvey keeps on playing with his food he doesnt understand
waht big boys do

run my hand through his short black hair
i love you harvey i dont care

4.
asphalt inner in surface in my eyes
suffering
is the only thing
that i know
i dont wanna walk away
i dont wanna go

night come into mine

5.
black hair is swimming in my head
black hair im better off dead
black hair is melting in the sun black hair
just look at what youve done
its not what you are
, its just what you did
dont hang up the phone i love you to death
the dirt on the dirt
the dirt on the dirt
the dirt on the dirt
the dirt on the

6.
gee a little skipper on level skipper on leader
do you need a bath
give it a little skipper on little skipper on did you need a lot
(aaaaa)need the bath

7.
this is my reason
this is my reason i did it
this is my pickaxe
this is my pickaxe
this is my reason
this is my reason i 
her
this is my pick axe
this is my pick axe
this is my pick axe

8.
I’ll get my cure
wait in the car
I won’t remember who you are
I won’t remember
who you are 
wait 
I’ll get my cure wait in
the car I won’t remember who you are
pariah kid lost ina daze
do you remember
that place
do you remember 

9. 
broke my promise to you
and that’s fine

10.
burned out kid in a white i know
give my medals to the one that i love

11.
Don’t take a trip
dont let me down
I know, I know

swallow this
i made a big mistake
away

12. (instrumental)

13.
Stray doggies, walking down the street
next to another dog
they’re eating mud and starting to smell me
three babies, dangerous and free
i got home and told my baby the story
she said to me
i think you’re funny, you saw what you wanted to see
and i said:
I am not the boy you knew
I am not the boy you knew
I am not the boy you knew
I am not the boy